A lot happened yesterday. I texted Kalei to say that I’m recommitting to my writing. I miss the way I used to write about everything and nothing and the fearlessness I poured into my posts. I miss writing for myself.
I wanted to pull this site down and start again or move it over to a simpler page, which is when I got the notification that my auto-renew had gone through and that this site would be up for another year. So here I am, and I’m determined to use it.
I’ve written a lot in the past few months. It’s all on the backs of napkins, or in corners of my planner, or in the notes on my phone. It’s all half-formed thoughts that I haven’t wanted to share. “It’s all stupid,” I’d tell myself as I avoided looking at this site because I knew that I hadn’t posted in 2 months. So I’m gonna share things the way I used to, and maybe some of it will be shit, but maybe it won’t be too.